Muscle contraction.

I can't stop thinking about what had happened.I'm stressed thinking of the problems.I feel my neck muscle is contracting so forcefully. Too many things are mixing up in my mind. Today I had no mood doing anything. Couldn't focus much in the class but luckily my best friend, Cat always wake me up. We had Pharmacology lab and we had to measure the contraction of Guinea Pig's ileum by giving it different dosages of drug. My mind wasn't in the lab while doing the experiment,so you know what i've done? I accidentally pulled the spring that holding the ileum up and it was sucked into the tube supplying oxygen and other things.What am I doing? I'm sorry group mates. I didn't mean to ruin our experiment T_T . Then we ended up having no results at all and I just went out from the lab earlier than others. 


Like I said He knows everything and I'll pray the best for them. Hopefully they will be okay and forgive me. And for the person making this great great great 'story' about me, I hope you will realize your fault and stop making up stories about people that can ruin their lives. Allah is Great. Allah will never let this kind of people keep doing bad things.

"Oh you who believe! Seek help with patient perseverance and prayer, for God is with those who patiently persevere." (2:153)

I have test again tomorrow. Oh fragile heart, please stop crying. Oh brilliant brain, please stop thinking of those stupid things. We need to work together to face this okay. Oh Allah, help me focusing on my studies. Do your best Fairuz. Come on, you can do it !