Coldness

It's 2.25am in the morning and its 4 degree Celsius outside. Yes, the winter is here. Earlier than expected. The leaves are not even yet fully fallen. They are still coloured and hanging on the trees. I just woke up from my sleep. I slept at 8pm after had a very very big dinner. It has been 2 years and a half I'm here and this gonna be my third winter. I thought I am adapted enough with the weather but no. I was wrong. Winter is a season that makes my world dark. Sunrise is at  8am and sunset is at 5pm. It is dark when I go to school in the morning for 8am class and it is darker when i come back from school in the evening. Can you imagine that? Now I'm having winter symptoms again, eating so much, always sleepy, being lazy, having a chronic  homesickness, always close my window and curtained it tightly and  yes excluding myself in the room.

Mr sunshine, please don't hide yourself too often, i need you! True, it's not easy to be adapted. I thought we are pretty much made to be adaptive toward changes, but well maybe not to weather i guess. I was born and grew up  in a  very warm land for almost 19 years and I'm only here for few years so yeah it's not easy right? But well, I've tried and still trying to make myself comfy here. InsyaAllah. Oh ye, it's 22 days to final examination for this semester and I've done nothing (yet). Five papers for the exam and no study week for us. Seriously I'm freaking out T_T . Okay, need to go back to study before going to school in few hours. Bye :)

'' surely with every difficulty there's relief. Surely with every difficulty there's relief'' (94:5-6)