Behaviour changes.

Apart from trying to change my behaviour which is not to skip breakfast every morning, i think i'm having other behaviour changes as well.

I realized that I've changed for the past few days (i think already for few weeks?) I can't hear people saying bad things about me. i can't put up any more when people mad or laughing at me without any reasons or trying to provoke me or anything that make me go crazy. I hate people forcing me doing things that I don't want or hate to do. I just easily get grumpy. Maybe it's the period of the month. But usually if it's the period of the month (red flag moment) yes i will easily get angry but i don't really show it. Normally, its just a wee bit of weird changes.

But now, it's different. I always trying to fight back. I hit back their words with my own.I try to keep my decision as mine and won't be changed by others.

There was one time that I never believed I will do it in my whole life. Last week, when I was working my boss was angry at me and he said why i worked very slow. When i answered his question he said ' oh menjawab sekarang. I said without thinking ' this is not an answer, this is a statement' You know what, this is the first time in my life saying that kind of things and being so rude to someone which is older than me. I'm sorry. I just cant take it anymore when people provoke me.

True. I've changed. I'm tired. Tired of just taking it all.

Please bear with my changes like i always putting up with everything.

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Second week of school has ended. Getting busier with reports,classes,labs,tutorials.

It has been few weeks i let my baking box unopened. I miss baking.

Physically,mentally and heartily tired ...

I found this picture somewhere on internet. I don't have time to bake,but it's enough to make me smile by just looking at it. Beautiful :)

Bye.