Summer Break.

Yipie done with my second year. Hopefully I will pass my exam and step into third year. Time flies. It has been 2 years I'm here,a land far far away from my homeland, Dunedin,New Zealand.InsyaAllah semuanya akan berjalan lancar :)

I feel sad. Everybody is going back to Malaysia and I'm not. They're leaving me. Oh Fairuz,please be strong. You'll be okay here. And there's another thing that upsets me. Hurm, I don't know how to tell but yeah it really makes me feel sad. I hate this feeling and oh dear heart,please jangan naughty.

It's just four months.

Kuat!

Profile picture baru ->

Salah satu cara nak hilangkan stress, saya suka buka album lama lama or tengok gambar gambar dekat facebook, then change my profile pictures. Just during exam period. Masa lain, tak ada pulak masa nak tukar tukar. Gatal :p

Okay, my brain is so tired.
Ready for my third paper tomorrow.
Wish me luck!

Bye!

''Be the change you wish to see in the world''

Talking about HIMPUN, I asked a friend of mine to go there because he's staying in Shah Alam. I thought he will not go there,but I was wrong. He did go there.And here are some pictures that he gave me.Oh terharu yang teramat :') Thank you friend. You just made my day ^_^

I watched it online through Utusan live streaming.There were not many people, but someone said 'kuantiti tak bernilai di sisi Allah. bukankah peperangan badar hanya 313 sahaja Allah pilih?? kalau kita gabungkan seluruh sokongan terhadap usaha2 ni, termasuk kita2 di luar negara ni, lebih dari sejuta dah'.Yes,quantity doesn't matter :)

He gave me these :

Semoga usaha usaha ni tak sia sia!Ameen!

Okay lets study :p <--- Hey hang takde keje lain kaa? Exam laa ><

Bye!

Don't give up!

Don't give up
It's just the weight of the world
When your heart's heavy
I...I will lift it for you

Don't give up
Because you want to be heard
If silence keeps you
I...I will break it for you

Everybody wants to be understood
Well I can hear you
Everybody wants to be loved
Don't give up
Because you are loved

Don't give up
It's just the hurt that you hide
When you're lost inside
I...I will be there to find you

Don't give up
Because you want to burn bright
If darkness blinds you
I...I will shine to guide you

Everybody wants to be understood
Well I can hear you
Everybody wants to be loved
Don't give up
Because you are loved

You are loved
Don't give up
It's just the weight of the world
Don't give up
Every one needs to be heard
You are loved

Updating blog sebab mengantuk dekat library at 7 in the morning -_-
Sila buka mata anda luas luas Fairuz and berusaha.
Good luck!!

Bye!

:)

There are few things that make me smile today.

First, I PASSED my dispensing final exam and i don't have to repeat it next week.So I can focus on my 5 other papers. Yay.

Second one, I'm going to the beach tomorrow!

It has been quite sometime I haven't 'visit' my 'friend', i mean the beach. I miss beach so much. I can't wait to go to the beach and shout as loud as i can to vomit out every single thing that make me sad. To tell my stories and hopefully I'll forget everything and move on :)

The last thing that makes me smile macam kerang busuk is, I love it when people call my name.

Fairuz.

Fairuz.

Fairuz.

It's simple, you call my name, and i'll smile.

Saya senyum macam nie ---> n_____n

Thank you!You made my day :)

Mari senyum bersama saya untuk hilangkan rasa duka! Bye!

jangan sedih

Feeling
Sad
Feeling down
Depressed
Lonely
Fatigue
Alone
Forsaken
Forgotten
Sadness
Uncertainties
and
Fear?

If I spread my wings,will there be a place for me ?


A friend says,

''Man (the disbeliever) does not get tired of asking good (things from Allah); but if an evil touches him, then he gives up all hope and is lost in despair'' (41:49)

''Verily,man (disbeliever) was created very impatient...'' (70:19)

''...Irritable (discontented) when evil touches him...'' (70:20)

''...And niggardly when good touches him...'' (70:21)

''...Except those who are devoted to Solat (prayers)'' (70:22)

''So do not become weak, nor be sad, and you will be superior (in victory) if you are indeed (true) believers'' (3:139)

'' Say, O 'Ibadi (My slaves) who have transgressed against themselves! Despair not of the mercy of Allah: verily, Allah forgives all sins. Truly He is Oft-Forgiving, Most Merciful'' (39:53)

''And that to your Lord (Allah) is the End (Return of everything)...'' (53:42)

''...And that it is He Who makes (whom He wills) laugh, and makes (whom He wills) weep...'' (53:43)

''...And that it is He Who causes death and gives life'' (53:44)

Oh Allah, You're the only One that knows how I'm feeling now. Feeling better after reading Your Words that give me strength to face these heavy tests. I'm sorry for being so ungrateful. I'm smiling, but the smile makes my heart in pain.

BLISS-ful morning.

I didn't sleep last night and I couldn't finish my assignment because my internet connection suddenly kiok. So, I studied microbes and memorized all the diseases, microorganisms and drugs. Too much drugs to be memorized. Lamisil for Dernatophyte and Onychomycosis, Diflucan & Canestan for thrush, Amoxicillin, Fluclaxacillin, Clotrimazole, Terbinafine etc etc etc. Okay enough with all the BLISS products.

I keep memorizing until my head spinning. My brain is full of smallest ever microbes, weird illnesses and human made BLISS drugs. Ah really need something relaxing to rejuvenate myself.

So, at 6.45am (at which I still couldn't sleep), I went up the hill (bukan bukit hutan hutan,just an uphill road) to watch sunrise. Too bad, the clouds were too thick and couldn't see much the colour of the sun. But still, it was awesome. Sitting beside the road, watching sun rising, the harbor, the sea, the hills ..Just indescribably :)

Okay, my mind is so in peace now. Hehe. Sila sambung belajar!

Bye!