Picture taken from my window :)
Hati dan minda asyik fikirkan nak balik je.Sampai malam malam mimpi benda yang sama,balik Malaysia.It's weird because I'm here in Dunedin but my mind is not here.*sigh* Hati rasa sangat gembira nak sambut kedatangan Ramadhan,tapi at the same time rasa sayu.Sayu sangat.Malam malam tak dapat belajar sebab asal je nak mula buka buku, rasa sedih.Ahh benci betul.Rasa nak menjerit kuat kuat.Nak menangis kuat kuat.Kan best kalau dapat pergi pantai menangis sekuat kuat mungkin kat situ.Rindu pantai.Rindu nak tengok sunset....
Dulu,kalau dekat rumah bulan puasa best.Petang petang pergi bazar ramadhan.Lama betul.Pusing satu stadium.Tak pun pusing semua kedai ada.Lepas tu kena marah dengan Ma sebab lama sangat merayau petang petang.Lepas tu tak tolong Ma kat dapur.Ish ish.Rindu nak kena marah.Rindu nak tolong Ma dekat dapur before buka puasa.Rindu nak buat kuih kuih.Rindu nak tengok 'hells kitchen' dekat dapur sebelum buka puasa.
Kalau dekat Dunedin,bulan Ramadhan best.Puasa sekejap je.Hehe.The best part is,I have friends.I have sisters.I have families here.Kalau last year,hari hari saya buka dekat masjid.Ramai sangat orang.Makan sama sama.Solat sama sama.Hati sedih tapi they are here to make me feel better.Seeing the boys and girls playing outside the masjid,sisters cooking in the kitchen,brothers talking and smoking outside.Just like in Malaysia.They all make me feel good.Setiap kali azan Maghrib,hati rasa sangat sayu.Sayu yang pelik.Walaupun dah hari hari buka puasa kat sini,tapi still every time i hear the Azan,my heart cries.My tear flows out.Not just the first day of fasting,but the whole month. Azan,sangat sayu kedengaran.Sangat menyentuh perasaan. Air mata bergenang.Air mata jatuh setiap kali dengar Azan untuk buka puasa.You can say that I'm weak.But yes, I can't stop the tears from flowing out.I can't stop myself being weak.But I survived last Ramadhan.And I'm gonna be stronger this Ramadhan.Tears will never stop flowing as long as you have heart.
I'll try to be strong.Always.It's just one month to go before celebrating Eid with my beloved ones.I'm counting.They're waiting.Ya Ramadhan, you are here.Ya Ramadhan, I'm happy to meet you again. Ya Ramadhan, make me strong. Ya Ramadhan, I hope I can be with you the whole month.Ya Ramadhan,please be fast because I want to see my loved ones.Ya Ramadhan, be with me and I'm here waiting for you. Ahlan Wa Sahlan Ya Ramadhan....
Kalau dekat Dunedin,bulan Ramadhan best.Puasa sekejap je.Hehe.The best part is,I have friends.I have sisters.I have families here.Kalau last year,hari hari saya buka dekat masjid.Ramai sangat orang.Makan sama sama.Solat sama sama.Hati sedih tapi they are here to make me feel better.Seeing the boys and girls playing outside the masjid,sisters cooking in the kitchen,brothers talking and smoking outside.Just like in Malaysia.They all make me feel good.Setiap kali azan Maghrib,hati rasa sangat sayu.Sayu yang pelik.Walaupun dah hari hari buka puasa kat sini,tapi still every time i hear the Azan,my heart cries.My tear flows out.Not just the first day of fasting,but the whole month. Azan,sangat sayu kedengaran.Sangat menyentuh perasaan. Air mata bergenang.Air mata jatuh setiap kali dengar Azan untuk buka puasa.You can say that I'm weak.But yes, I can't stop the tears from flowing out.I can't stop myself being weak.But I survived last Ramadhan.And I'm gonna be stronger this Ramadhan.Tears will never stop flowing as long as you have heart.
I'll try to be strong.Always.It's just one month to go before celebrating Eid with my beloved ones.I'm counting.They're waiting.Ya Ramadhan, you are here.Ya Ramadhan, I'm happy to meet you again. Ya Ramadhan, make me strong. Ya Ramadhan, I hope I can be with you the whole month.Ya Ramadhan,please be fast because I want to see my loved ones.Ya Ramadhan, be with me and I'm here waiting for you. Ahlan Wa Sahlan Ya Ramadhan....
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